thats what my life is right now.
its getting harder to breath,
even harder to reach.
i know i should listen to myself,
instead of other people who always left,
leaving me behind in sadness,
and come again during happiness.
please dont visit me again on any days,
although i know ull find your ways.
just please dont let me suffer,
although i know i have nothing to offer.
to my family,
although im always lost,
i know all of u will always be there to keep me on my toes.
and to my angels,
i know u know that u guys are the best,
always keeping me intact and make me behave.
u may beat me,
but ull never beat these precious people that surrounds me.
3.25 a.m. 18 november 2011